Understanding.....

This is one weird ass day, so here is my story. I was thinking about all the things in life and I thought hmmmm what is all this shit meaning anyways? I looked up and thought my life is what I call messed up. I have so much things I like, things that make me happy. When I was a kid life wasn't so easy and hell life isn't easy now but when I was younger, it was some what more simple. I didn't have responibilites, didn't have to worry about someone else's happiness. They say promises are deepend in the wounds of those you live for but are they real? I sat today and I thought of all the things I've seen in life, all the things that made me who I am today. I couldn't keep the count of all the shit I have seen or done but I have come to a solution. I am ok. I am ok! I might not have the riches, like alot of people do, I might not have a father to love me back, I might not have all the friends in the world, I may not have a family like most do but I have the main important thing in my life and that is ME! You know people say that we live for a reason, and you know they are right but we never what what that reason will be until the day we die. We're put here on earth for some reason and what that reason is, I don't know I am not God but I know that whatever that reason maybe, we all teach someone something. Even if we're not teaching them on purpose, we teach someone something and it could be he smallest thing in the world that will make an impact on someone's life. It will touch them in a way they have never been touched and when that become's part of them, then you will understand what your purpose is. Though to remind you, sometimes you will never know what your purpose is because we miss our mark's in life. But to it all, I have finally got that I know what life is meant for; its not meant for pain nor suffering even though we have it. We're meant to live, to live in the image of those who will want to be someone or something. We're meant to be live with the freedom of life and freedom of want.